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Kristina
Cause everytime I gotta go, I look into your eyes and then I know you'll be waiting for me, and no matter how long that may be I know that you're always there for me. Oh baby, I can't wait until I have you here.
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Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes
And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though
You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
And I probably forgot to tell you this
Like that time I forgot to tell you about the scar
Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel?
See you're not what I expected
But you're the only one who knows how to handle me
And you're such a great kisser and I know that you agree
You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
'Cause its really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
'Cause the day you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me
You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean
Exactly what I mean
Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
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[17 Jun 2005|01:06pm] |
I kinda had an idea that he was going to do it today, because I always told him I want it to be like our first date. Royal Oak, in the park. on the libary steps with pizza. Well he told me last week not to make plans, and after he picked me up, we went to get pizza. Right then and there Im like...hmmmm. So we get to the "first date" spot. And I set the pizza down and I put my hand down to balance my self to sit, and I put my hand on the pizza lid box. So I open it, and on the inside of the box it said "Kristina, will you marry me" I go Omg.... and even tho I knew it was going to happen . I threw my amrs around him, and he grabbed the box out, and I took the ring, not even thinking and putit on.::stupid me, I WAS SO HAPPY:: and he gets his phone out and 2 ways someone, and goes, where are you at? and I hear something, I turned around. It was my parents his parents, and my mom had a video camera. I was like OH MY GOD. Phils like, do you know whos ring that is? I was like no.. hes like thats your grandmas. Im like my grandmas.My mom is like nanas. I was like from her first marriage, and she goes from poppa. I was like oh. And mom almost started to cry. Everyone knew about this but me. It was so great, and I love phil so much.
After that we went to mcaras grad party and his mom took me around to every one. To show me off
Me and phil then hung out with darryl, pool and cards. It was fun like always.
Jeesh I loved today.
Oh and me and my mom and phils mom went on a shopping spree thur my moms work, brought ALOT I MEAN ALLLOOOOOOOTTTT of decorations for the wedding, and it was so cheap. Tomorrow, appointment with the hall.awesome
work 4 to 9 then eric mill's grad party with phil
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[13 Jun 2005|03:26am] |
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Okay I dont even know how to start this:
People think its okay to STILL write about me in there livejournal, and make fun of me. And cant even back up what they say, making fun of me becasue Im getting married, okay thats mature and the adult thing to do. We are out of highschool, and your still pulling this.If you have a life, then why are wasting it by making fun of mine. Calling me a whore? Okay call me a whore, I dont care. You have nothing to back it up, Ive been with one person my hole life.Saying Im jelous of ashely afelt and amanda waynick, where the hell did that come from? You think Im ugly and nasty, well good for you I think every one is sick of hearing about it. Guess what I am getting married, what does it matter to you?
Kristina
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[07 Jun 2005|01:10pm] |
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date was changed ...wedding that is... becasue there was a slight chance he would not be home, so its dec 23rd, my mom went behind my back and did it..lol. we booked the hall then so its in stone now..
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[04 Jun 2005|10:07pm] |
I put my dress on lay a way, it was the first one I picked up and phils mom said it was meant to be becasue everything is falling perfectly together, and we are booking a hall this week.
Id post it, but phil looks at my lj. Soooo yea.....
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[01 Jun 2005|11:06pm] |
Marilyn Monroe
You scored 55% innocence, 62% sex appeal, and 75% playfulness! |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 0% on innocence |
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You scored higher than 60% on sex appeal |
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You scored higher than 99% on playfulness |
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[23 May 2005|07:07pm] |
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I met with my mom today. AND my grandma. To my knowledge , it was just going to be my mom and maybe my baby sister who was there (shes soo cute) I didnt have say in anything we talked about. I just wanted it to be me and my mom I mean I havent seen her in a year. I just sat there, while they talked, and if I did say something I was looked at like I was weird and did something wrong.They asked about phil, graduation and random comments about when me and phil started having sex??..........?Im just really disappointed, I guess you cant ask for much from a woman whos scared of her own shadow.
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[20 May 2005|08:45am] |
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Its better to have loved then lost
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[18 May 2005|01:47pm] |
today I am 18 years old.
today out in the parkinglot I told phil he didnt hug or kiss me
and he goes come here and he grabbed me and gave me the best hug and kiss
and wished me happy bday!<3
phils getting my gift today after school
then hes going ot work with my dad
and after that we are all going to this great chinese buffet
they have all differnt kinds of asian food
sushi, shrimp, rice chicken and sooooo much more
i want to try sushi and i am sooo eating lots of shrimp
after that I think cake and presnts
then off to phils house cuz his mom and dad got me something
its in a big box
I love phil
and being 18...
I think
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[14 May 2005|10:10am] |
your weak
you let him play his game.
he lies
but its ur fualt
you lie once
and you are punished
you cant hang out with anyone
yet
he can do what ever he wants
when are you going to cut the leash?
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[10 May 2005|07:57pm] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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[09 May 2005|12:52pm] |
Its may 9th I think, im almost 18 and im excited, kinda. I have a huge feeling that my 18th bday will suck ass.
so just to make things clear, since the mothers and fathers know, phils asking me to marry him this summer before he leaves for bootcamp. People have told me its a horrible idea, and people have told me its a great idea. I dont know, but its happening, and im not going to say no if he asks. I love him to death, its just over whelming I guess.
ps- I am so not getting married THIS summer. In about 2 years, or a year and a half.
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[05 May 2005|03:34pm] |
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this summer i want to:
- bake cookies
-dance in the rain
- party,party,party
- go up north
-get a new car with grad money
- swimm all night
-beat some girls ass
- hang out with friends
- get tan
-make lots of money at work
-hang out till whenever int he morning
- go to clubs
- go out on mine and phils one year!
- aka have a great summer
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[07 Apr 2005|06:09pm] |
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Stability | |||||| | 26% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||||| | 53% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Intellectual | |||||| | 30% | | Mystical | |||||||||| | 36% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Religious | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Narcissism | |||||||||| | 36% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Self absorbed | |||||| | 30% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Avoidant | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Wealth | |||||| | 23% | | Dependency | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Change averse | |||||||||| | 36% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Sexuality | |||||||||| | 36% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Vanity | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | |
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[16 Jan 2005|12:22am] |
My mom is in the hospital she almost died last night, they gave her the stuff that kicks a persons heart back up after they have died.Im scared. She is still in the hospital.
Stuff happened to night, scared.
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[13 Jan 2005|03:13pm] |
Today was eh okay. This morning it was one of those, Ill get up in 15 mins but 45 is better. Ever have those? That was this morning. I got up at 650. Awesome
1sthr was okay,Lifted, I dont know whats up with my legs tho. I use to bench 200 and now I can barley do 140. My knees feel like they are going to buckle.
2nd hr I did some things for mr. hall. I love that class, its really easily. I get his coffee everymorning, pass by mrs. gravels class and wve hello to leslie and Mrs. G. Congrats mrs gravel. She is due on Aug 18th! = )
3 and 4th hr I worked on the 2 pics of me, I hate them but thats all good.
5thhr .... what did I do.. oh yea worked on my book reveiw
6th hr.... I worked on my 2500 word story. Thanks mrs northrup, shes a cool teacher tho.
school drama is bad.
Peace out
Kristina.
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[12 Jan 2005|09:22pm] |
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phil wanted a pic of him in my lj lay out...look at it
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[12 Jan 2005|06:34pm] |
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I have a new lay out. Woot woot
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